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Rabu, 02 Januari 2019

Reflection and hopefulness this year





We don't know why people have an enthusiastic when new year is come. We are talking the resolution of last year and we make new resolution or just repeat and add it. if it just like a battery maybe this time is charging the energy and we hope so much things to through it.

Whereas, everyday for that matter is a new. Not looking forward to new year, isn't it? This time, everyone is like have an energy to make a new start from zero again. But, Is it in process to through this year we can keep the energy? Not suddenly lost in the journey ? 

In the fact , it's not easy. Moreover we are often to lost the destination. We are forget what we hope in the beginning and sometimes incertitude storm us. So that, many question maybe will appear. Can i reach the goals? Why does it turn out like this? where is the chance i must choose? Why failed? etc. 

Everything have a pair, like dark and bright so too there is sadness and happiness. Last year is very priceless to me to have any opportunity. New experience, going somewhere that i never see firsthand before and meet many people. However maybe i have some rejection on that year. Maybe is verry sad, but i think again about this. This is good for me, to try harder and learn more. I know, i disappointed. But, not everything we want must to achieve it at that time. Allah know where is best time for you. 

About the last year, i think iam not try many things. So, iam just learn a little. This year, i hope have a brave to try more. However maybe i will disappointed, sad, get some rejection and other uncomfortable feelings. You can , nis. If it some fail or achievement, it sign that you are growing. More fail is'nt bad for you. But the real failure is when you are afraid to just trying. It's okay , if its too slack, you are move , right?


when we are confusing, about the priority and try ask our self, make deep conversation. This is the answer, that i read from Ig story Dewi Nur Aisyah. Knock on all doors and Allah will choose the best door for you. i agree for this, fighting !!!!

More tight for time management, leave what useless, more healthy, keep to happyness, make new good habbit and keep up, learn new things? Be more productive to this year (^.^)